I've lied, hurt, broke & tarnished the loveliest soul. Don't be fooled, this actions have been practiced on me. I've given, saved, been there for these souls in the toughest times. Done the impossible, & sacrificed myself for the proper happiness. Simply I'm a beautiful mess that is meaningless...!! I burned down in tears &… Continue reading I’m a beautiful mess !!
"love did not break you. Love did not lie to you. Love did not cheat on you. Someone did, claiming they loved you. Blinding you to the fact that they weren't interested in love. That was not love. Love does not cheat. Love is selfless, love is kind. So don't give up, don't give up… Continue reading Love wasn’t the problem !!
I'm standing in line, More nervous than I was the day I lost mi virginity !! ... One Of a hand full of black people, patiently waiting, In this God awful space. Not knowing if the person standing to your right is for you or against you. ... Breathing. Watching the protester, Chant & scream… Continue reading Why am I so nervous?
In the darkest hour of the night. I long to see your face, to feel your body next to mine, to hear your breathing as you lay sleeping. I wonder, if you ever think of me. Do I ever cross your mind. I know it's foolish to think such things But yet, I do. I… Continue reading Longing
I think of thoughts That cannot be, No hand can reach across this sea. The seasons change on distant shores, From frosty skies To sunshine blue, As summer's touch Undresses you !! ... Reminding me of all the things I often wish, But cannot do !! _Niran†. . . ©The Poem Zone All Rights Reserved… Continue reading Away from you
You were once the pen To the empty papers That I've spared For poems I never knew I'd write. But as long as The ink My hands bleed & Remains red . I'll get the words to live With or without you !! _Niran†. . . ©The Poem Zone All Rights Reserved !! 🎀Happy Blogging… Continue reading Words will live
I'm no longer capable of writing you letters. My hand has finally cramped & my bones has caused tears to stream down from my eyes... The letters I've written to you are sitting buried in my drawer, Covered in dust and as sorrow fails. I want to rid myself of the memory of you... Yet… Continue reading Letters
She loved hard... And that was the issue . ... Instead of appreciating her, He took her love and crumbled it into a paper ball. And threw it off into the air , With no direct place to land ... ... She lost herself . She no longer knew how to love Love was a… Continue reading Bacteria
I was me before there was you Before there was an us Before there was a me. ... Where I was beautiful I am still. Where I was brave I am more. Where I was weak I am stronger. ... You do not destroy me, I decide. I am my own, I am my keeper,… Continue reading Me
On Quiet Nights I dream you're here Resting besides me. ... Then morning comes And I've to remind myself That our love only visits After Nightfall. ... For it's been years Since you left But my heart doesn't Understand time. ... It wishes hopes And longs for you Like it was yesterday. ... And honestly… Continue reading Quiet Nights
Every Shower was an attempt To wash away a layer Or two of myself. ... And as the water grew hotter My hopes grew stronger. ... But nothing ever changed, Even after the third or Fourth shower in a day. ... So I was never really sure What swirled down the drain, When I finally… Continue reading Every Shower
The Fresh leaves of a Balmy spring morning Asked me to write a song, On the chemistry We once shared and How it all ended, Right where it started. ... When all I ever wanted Was to imagine my skies Filled with your stars and Remain blissfully oblivious. ... To the downfall We didn't realize… Continue reading Across the wall
There are moments... Moments when I miss the room, Where we feel asleep As war documentaries Played in the background And I was afraid to touch you Afraid that you might shatter Beneath my hands ... There are moments... Moments when I miss The bitting sting of your kiss The way your love Left bruises… Continue reading Moments
Falling in love can be So Dangerous... You never know When someone you trust With your soul Will leave you. And for better or for worse They always do. _Niran†. . . ©The Poem Zone All Rights Reserved !! 🎀Happy Blogging 🎀
Roses blackened, Leaves shrivelled, The sky fell to darkness, Thunderstorms raged in the wind. A strong fire remained Untamed By heavy rain. Temperatures dropped low Leaving me shivering In the cold. The day you left, I Promise you, I felt this all within My soul. _Niran†. . . ©The poem zone All rights reserved !!… Continue reading Untamed love
There was a teenaged girl Who believed that the topic of love Was just a myth, Like unicorns & trolls Never did she ever come close To falling as hard as she did. Without warning, Without direction. And God did she know That the whole in which she was Falling in, Would have an impetuous… Continue reading Modern love story
There's been far Too many 4ams I've spent Wondering if you Even thought of missing me, If you ever spent countless Minutes trying to catch Your breath and calm Your heart. There's been far too Many 4ams I've spent Trying to forget about you And still, I never did. _Niran†. . . ©The poem zone… Continue reading 4am
मातृत्व : "सारा प्रेम वहीं से आरम्भ और अंत होता है" 🙇 Image Courtesy : Pinterest .
I have always know That eventually people Will leave, They will drift away, Taking piece of you With them. I know, I know that they will leave But Everytime they do, It still feels as if My heart is ripped Right out of my chest. I've convinced myself That I'm so used To people leaving,… Continue reading Heartbreaks
You say those Words like lightning Up Matchsticks In the dark. I thought It would light up My darkness But I burned me Little by little So I killed it Before it could grow wild And kill me . _Niran†. . . ©The poem zone All rights reserved !! 🎀Happy Blogging 🎀
Now this is something I’ve read after a long time .
Beautifully Expressed & the words are very deep with their meaning.
When I walked out from the edge
I knew, what I was doing, still. . .
I opted for destruction
I knew I would fall, I knew I would break
But still I chose this, I chose pain
Think of this, what if love and pain switched their names
Then I would be the most loved.
As I fell from the vast sky into the deep space
The only thing that I could think of was
Your ostentatious smile, oh! How much
They deceived me, you swindled me
With the sparks in your eyes,
Now I’m jilted by your pretentious love, my love!
I could only teeter after I first met you
For in that very moment itself
I’ve lost myself to you
But I would do this all over again
Even though I know it would only kill me,
Decimate my cells and destroy my soul
But I would…
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I wanted you to know How happy I was with you I swear, I tried Reminding myself Of that too But no matter how hard I try To make myself realise These wounds You inflicted me Reminded me Of the jet stream of pain Sorrow & Misery Giving me flashbacks Of the day You left… Continue reading I was Happy with you
Have u felt love, It feels like a rain On a hot desert day, each drop a new feeling. But we all know, That rain, Does not last forever, Yet strangely, Whenever it rains. We fall into the illusion That this moment Is forever. _Niran†. . . ©The poem Zone All rights reserved !! 🎀Happy… Continue reading Forever was a Myth
Love was the wings, To the hopeless soul It flew like a bird, Through an empty sky, Yet by my side, Was a companion, For eternal life. So why did I cut The wings on your back, Only to fall, To fall with you, My wings only flew, If your soul flew too. _Niran†. .… Continue reading With you For you
I gave , I gave , I gave until nothing Of me is left maybe that's how I love, giving and giving without talking, giving, Until my hands are bloodied from wrenching my heart open, Until my heart's bruised & scarred for wearing it on my sleeve to often and tooo long. I gave and… Continue reading I gave…..
Hands & knees literally anything just to please. Unconditionally No hesitation Pretending not see. Hands & knees awaiting the Thank you's I love you honey You're my life instead it's This That & all That involves Hands & knees. _Niran†. . . ©The poem Zone All rights reserved !! 🎀Happy Blogging 🎀
You are not your abuse you are not what They did to you. You are not your Trauma. You are the cleverest that survived. You are the courage that escaped. You are the power that hide & protected a tiny spark of your light. You will fan that spark into a bonfire of rage &… Continue reading You are not a Victim
My father said he was sorry he had to hit me but I was just so bad he didn't know what else to do. I asked him if he ever tried to use his words? He held out his hands, forged by violence, & whispered that he didn't know how.. _Niran†. . . ©The poem… Continue reading Falter
There is so much "missing" in my heart today. And it is the worst kind of "missing" one, can do. The kind, where people stay "missing" on purpose. Because they don't know how to tell you that they feel "The missing" too. _Niran†. . . ©The poem zone All rights reserved !! 🎀 HAPPY BLOGGING… Continue reading The Missing
All alone in the empty room waiting to see you very soon Wasting my time all by own sadness I feel all day long. Wishing to be with you everyday even at night too, I really want to see you but what can I do? It breaks my heart, it makes me weak without your… Continue reading Waiting to see you
"Why do you always write about negative things?" , they finally asked her, whilst circling in on her. "It's not negative. Life's like a coin. It's the other side of life you deny yourself to feel or even acknowledge or you are yet to experience. Life isn't always roses & chocalates & sunny spells &… Continue reading Why do you always….?
Although I may sit thousands of miles away I still feel your emotions As if you were next to me I can sense your deepairs Talking on all your loonliness Wishing I could hold your hand To lead you out of darkness Fantasy is an illusion You've already made your choice To live in the… Continue reading To many miles.