I’m a beautiful mess !!

I've lied, hurt, broke & tarnished the loveliest soul. Don't be fooled, this actions have been practiced on me. I've given, saved, been there for these souls in the toughest times. Done the impossible, & sacrificed myself for the proper happiness. Simply I'm a beautiful mess that is meaningless...!! I burned down in tears &…

Why am I so nervous?

I'm standing in line, More nervous than I was the day I lost mi virginity !! ... One Of a hand full of black people, patiently waiting, In this God awful space. Not knowing if the person standing to your right is for you or against you. ... Breathing. Watching the protester, Chant & scream…

One more day !!

For one more day... I would smile more & chase the wind with a kite . ... For one more day... I wouldn't hold anyone else to my own standards except myself !! ... For one more day... I would try to find my self less & create myself more !! ... For one more…

Every Shower

Every Shower was an attempt To wash away a layer Or two of myself. ... And as the water grew hotter My hopes grew stronger. ... But nothing ever changed, Even after the third or Fourth shower in a day. ... So I was never really sure What swirled down the drain, When I finally…

Modern love story

There was a teenaged girl Who believed that the topic of love Was just a myth, Like unicorns & trolls Never did she ever come close To falling as hard as she did. Without warning, Without direction. And God did she know That the whole in which she was Falling in, Would have an impetuous…